sick

So I hear I missed out on a very fun play practice damn. While everyone was gettin' their dance on I was sleeping in my bed with five blankets on
:( I really hate getting randomly sick, it makes me mad. I finished most of my homeowork even though I don't feel quite myself, tomorrow will be better. Kelsey Nelson, Kristyn Pults and I are going to ditch Physical Science tomorrow, shhhh. Tomorrow I was suppose to hang out with Anita but instead I have a party for the Girl Scouts, my troop set up the event and some how I think I would get in trouble if I didn't show. This weekend is going to be boring. Connor and I had lunch together and neither of us ended up eating we just talked about really random things, he is actually interesting ::shocked:: Just burned Virginia the soundtrack to Juno, now her and I are going to see "Sticking with you" constantly :) Yeah I know you all are jealous.
Today I finally memorized "Kiss Kiss" all the way. Tomorrow be ready for me to rap it constantly (Tessa and Kate RUN)

What is next ?

Still talking to Connor, today he came up to me before we got in the library and started talking to anita and I and in the library he never sat down he just stood there talking to me ( I decided to stand too). Well tomorrow I am sitting down so if he wants to talk to me he'll have to sit or stand all by himself, haha.

Pretty sure I have two left feet when it comes to dancing :(

Tomorrow I am wearing my bird t-shirt
and my "jessica made" necklace
don't know what shoes yet ...
I am wearing my usual pants ...... dark wash skinny jeans

sorry I am so boring

Weird Day

Connor said "no", surprise surprise BUT he invited to go skiing with him and I was like "we should go out to dinner sometime ...." I gave him my number and he smiled so I think that I might have a date coming in the future : )

Kole kissed me today at play practice, it was really weird [hence the title of this blog]. He air kissed me and I air kissed him and the next thing you know BAM ! His lips touched mine. Afterwards he was like "wtf just happened ....." I turned bright red and this girl I HATE WITH A PASSION started laughing at me (bitch).

Paul is still randomly texting me, I guess he is also texting Lucy (the girl he kissed while still being "make out buddies" with me) and he is also texting Jessica and the girl I hate with a passion. Today I just said that my side of the auditorium was nice and he was like " do you want me over there because you are loose ?" Needless to say I didn't reply ....... boys are annoying. But really cute.

Today Palmer gave me back my essay and said that it was his favorite in the class and was an A+ paper :: smiles ::

rating of the day - 6/10

Ju-NO !

I have been prolonging starting my essay for Palmer and now I am offically screwed. I am suppose to define confusion and ironically enough I am confused on how to write this damn essay. All I feel like doing right now is listening to the soundtrack to JUNO and sleeping. I have a horrible stomach ache right now and trying to focus on an essay is actually making is work. I think I am just stressed out. Tomorrow Connor is suppose to reply to me and I have this bad feeling that in front of everyone tomorrow he is going to tell me "No". I can see why he would say "no" but I will honestly be embarressed. PLEASE DON'T REJECT IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS ! Just tell me now when we are walking out of the library and no one is with us. Then I can make up an excuse for why you didn't say yes. No one will know I am lying. "Connor is getting his teeth cleaned that day ...... it takes his dad a couple hours because he does such a detailed job ....... he is going to sick that day."

FINALLY

I just won my first chess game against the computer

p.s

My threadless shirt came two days ago, I wore it yesterday. I looked effing HOT !

1/25/08

So today I asked Connor Ryan to White Nights. Here is how is went.
Me : So I think I am going to ask Connor to WW.
Kate :Who is that ?
Marie : Who is that ?
Me : He is sitting right behind you, he is wearing the grey hoodie.
Kate and Marie : Do you guys ever talk ?
Me : Not really, sometimes but I think it would be fun.
Anita : DO IT RIGHT NOW !
[bell rings]
Me : Hey Connor have you ever been a dance ?
Connor : No
Me : Well I think it would be fun to go with you, don't answer me right now, answer me on Monday, sound good ?
Connor : Yeah

I felt really bad for asking him in such a lame way I went to City Market and got him a Hersey's bar and some orbit gum.His dad is my dentist so I decided I should counter balance the chocolate with some gum. If he says "no" boy will it be awkward to get my teeth cleaned, lol. But seriously I won't mind THAT much if he says no.
But lets hope he doesn't : )

Paul replied once to my text, he said he was bored at play practice and was doing good. I asked him something I don't even remember what is was and he never replied. Now I am just thinking that he didn't mean to text me because sometimes I text the wrong person. Like today instead of texting Anita I texted Amy because their names are RIGHT to each other in my phone. Yeah five bucks says Paul was planning on texting a girl with the same first letter of the name. For a minute I thought that he was going to try and be friends with me but I guess not. Virginia said that last
Friday at Taylor's he felt really out of place I sorta feel sorry for him sometimes.

Hung out with Marie and Virginia today. Hanging out with Anita and Amy later.
Tomorrow I might hang out with Stephanie.

l8er

Nazi tres

So I just had this weird dream that Paul made me this really ugly birthday card and put ribbon all over his body to surprise me ..... he also beat me at chess the little bastard. well anyways, I just woke up and guess what I see on my phone " 1 new TXT at 10:41." Guess who it was from ..... P A U L.

Here is what is says " Hey how r ya ?." Wow really fascinating Paul, You can't even spell out "are" ? - 1000000000000000000000 points (Kate D. understands this)

Five bucks says he noticed me at play practice smiling and laughing and was like
" what she isn't still sad about me not liking her ! we'll have to change this." I smiled at him yesterday once, I was hugging Lora and he was RIGHT behind her so I just smiled ........... He tried hitting Jessica yesterday with a play book and I shielded her and was like " Paul she bruises easily." He then tried to hit me but I just walked away with Jack and Jessica to get water.

WHY DID HE TEXT ME ?

comment me and give me some ideas.

No more texting, it is way too complicated.

Had a blast with at Tessa's surprise thingy. I love my friends : ) You guys tell amazing stories and are really funny. Plus you guys smile and let me tell my less interesting/funny stories (thank you). After I dropped Kate and Marie off at their car ( I almost killed them I AM REALLY SORRY) I listened to some really bad rock music and I felt so good. Yeah until I read the last three texts I got from Garrick. I told him that I knew "we" would never happen and I told him why. Some how that boy got in his mind that I am a manuser :cough: and was yelling at me ..... wow really mature there. I HIGHLY doubt that him and I are ever going to talk again. And to tell you the truth I am not sad at all. In the end I told him that him and I just didn't see eye to eye on relationships and not to worry about my views because he isn't single and I am not interested anymore [the end].

Kate is asking Steve, good choice Kate : )
Virginia might be going to Glenwood with some boys this weekend, woo woo.
Marie might be seeing Sweeney Todd with me YAY !

Mark it in the calendars ladies and gentlemen, Megan had another good day.

1/23/08

My Threadless shirt came today, I wearing it right now, and I feel so cool : )

Tomorrow I find out if I failed my math test. I think I did well on my Physical Science test but that was a given, lol.

a few minutes later

I just read all of my past blog entries INSTEAD of doing my math homework, Megan is a horrible student ( who really wants to take a shower)

[Holy Shit]

SO Apparently Heath Leger died today, I mean I didn't see many of his movies, but still .... I feel really bad for his daughter :( I love 10 Things I Hate About You and A Knights Tale. I thought I was having a bad day and then I found that out and suddenly I realized that I am the one that makes me have bad days, I just wish I could break the cycle.
Anita and I are going to have get together tomorrow, her and I are going to vent about boys. Turns out that I am a "cool, interesting, cute girl" YET I am still not as cool as another girl, surprise surprise. I didn't like [him] that much, he wasn't that cute, he was pretty immature but at least for awhile I felt like I actually had someone have a crush on me again. I just like feeling wanted. Virginia and I talked about it and she told me that I should just let it go " the problem is you want a relationship, when you don't care boys notice are more relaxed." Thanks for the advice Virginia ( I will try). I should even care, there is so many other things that I NEED to worry about. Like the fact that I have a test tomorrow in Math and Physical Science.
I want to go to New Zealand
I got assassinated today, it was pretty intense.
I got to be Sophie(Franz Ferdinad's wife)
yup "I" three times in a row, told you that word appears a lot in my blogs.
BAAAAAD habbit

Saturday in Pueblo .... booo !

So I am officially in the worst place in the entire world, my home town. The only things that I can do here is

a. talk to my sister while she is looking for a check in trash
b. go see my 90 year old mean grandmother
c. watch television

Yeah there aren't a lot of things here so I think I am going to read, text, and do some math homework .... wow what a great way to spend a three day weekend



IT IS OFFICIAL MY LIFE SUCKS !

hesh brownies

So today Lora found out that my ass is really ticklish. My dad started out horribly. My bento box spilled soy sauce all over my car AND I almost ran out of gas. Thank God I have awesome parents. My dad brought me a different back pack and twenty dollars so I could get gas.
My dad actually went really well after that. I found out that I ended up getting a B in AP and a A- in Spanish. I totally thought I got a C and a B.
Play practice went really well, I love being on stage but I think I am actually going to miss not programming the lights and stuff, I felt like such a pro and now I am a amateur again :: sad face :: Today we blocked for a scene and when we were suppose to be murmuring to each other Jessica, Lora and I were like " Shut the hesh up you little slut." When I am around them I get so crazy : )
Tomorrow is Friday, just thought I should let you guys know.


Yes Kate I know nine is not late, but I FEELS LATE TO ME ! I am not cool enough to stay up later, unless I am hanging out with friends, texting, reading, or watching a movie. Which I rarely do on the week nights. I AM A WUSS !

she wants some lovey dovey, that kiss kiss

Lil Abner

My nails are newly painted. Yes my life is that boring that I am blogging about my nails, they are purple = )
I am starting to wash my own clothes and I realized today that I have six pairs of the same pants and that most of the my wardrobes consist of a sweater thing and a threadless shirt. I should really get a new look ...... my hair looks horrible = (
I haven't started my math yet, but I will be up for awhile because I think I sleep better when I stay up later.Mind you I think nine thirty is late.
Reminder for self : I need to check out "Breakfast of Champions", and return "The Last of the Mohicans."
I have discovered a cute boy in my World History 20th century class, he is ubber quiet and he works at Circuit City, too bad all my gift cards are for Best Buy.haha.
Gosh it is only 7:30 and I am tired .....

Kinks

"Juno" is the best movie ever ! Marie,Kate and I went at 10:30 p.m. I now have so many witty things to say from that movie " You should go to China, I hear they give away babies like free ipods", " you hear Juno pregnant .... you hear it's yours .... you should grow a moustache", " i still have your underwear ..... i still have your virginity." Go see Juno !
So Garrick and I have been texting non stop for the past couple weeks and tomorrow we had this really fun day planned out but sadly his parents are taking him up to Powderhorn and I guess and he forgot about it, grrr. He doesn't like the "Blair Witch Project", that really makes me upset,like he HATES that movie. I guess it's only fair thought because I told him that he shouldn't watch so many action flicks,haha. Lets see if this week we text a lot too.
I can't do anything next weekend because my parents have decided that it's time to do to Pueblo,Colorado .... shiiiiiiiit. Wanna know what that means.

1.) Mom and Dad will get in huge fight
2.) We have to Walsenburg and see my grandma,aunt,and uncle
3.) Mom will cry constantly
4.) Our old house will be trashed as usual (my sister lives there)

And to top off this fun event my sister won't even be there, she will be in Denver. I AM GOING TO DIE OF BOREDOM !
Ended up not going to Sweater fest, turns all my sweaters are in the wash. Plus I tend to not know many people at the Bistro and I just can't hang out with Dewey because talking to him on msn is totally different than hanging out with him public.
Today was fun, Stephanie, Virginia, and I went and painted pottery and Kate brought cream soda and snacks. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN.

[pop]

I am a wife, that's right ladies of gentlemen MEGAN GOT INTO THE PLAY ! Sure it isn't a big part but oh well, I am really part of it now ...... : )
Tonight I am going to see "Juno" at ten thirty with Marie and Kate Connor, pretty sweet. Except I am really bored right now because I have nothing to do, I'm already ready, I put make up on and did my hair but it is pretty much pointless for me to look "cute" because well ..... I HIGHLY doubt there will be cute boys there.
Tomorrow Dewey invited me to sweater feast, I am not sure if I will go though because I have this argyle button sweater and I'm not sure that is really considered a "sweater". That would be the ultimate embarrassment, wearing the wrong kind of sweater to a sweater feast,lol.
Megan is sleepy ..

Meters

I auditioned for the play today. Mr. Repke and Mr.Palmer whispering to each other made me really nervous but i did get to dry read for a part, it was for "Mammy". haha, I don't think I got that role though because I talked too fast but oh well. (Please say I get into the chorus God)
Garrick texted me today, four days ago him and i saw a movie and i just need to say this he would not shut up ! Honestly he spent the whole two hours ruining the movie for me .......... he hasn't texted me back though and I'm sad so I don't know what that is all about.
Right now I am watching "The Drug Years" on VH1, it's the best drug documentary ever ! I really wish I could have gone to Coldstones but my mom was like " Do you want me to be alone ?" I hate when parents pull that.
Soon I should start my homework ..... just not now.
Matt e-mailed twice yesterday the first one asked me about my face and the second was if I had a lot of fun getting my wisdom teeth pulled ......... idiot !

I WANT TO SEE JUNO !
I WANT TO HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE AGAIN !

Jenner

I got to keep my wisdom teeth ! I know this sounds really weird but I think I am going to keep them in my purse so I can show them off to everyone. Hey maybe that would be a good ice breaker if I am around some cuties ... " Hey look up these [wipes out bag of wisdom teeth]." Nah ..... lol.

My brother is coming from Denver today to pick up his dog Zoe. She is a pit bull/german shepard. She looks more like a german shepard except for that fact that she has no tail because the breeders cut it off, isn't that sad ? I can't wait to show him my bento boxes.

The weather outside is really really cold, I don't think I am going to go outside. Unless someone calls and invites me to see Juno, then I will suck it up and go, I really want to see that movie.

Americas Next Top Model is on today I love watching that show so much, a few days ago Amy and I were texting and then she told me to watch Hannah Montana. I have to admit that show is a little but entertaing [hangs head down in shame].

I will blog when something interesting happens, hahah.

B-e-n-t-o

here are my bento boxes = )

no more wisdom

Today at 1:00 I got my wisdom teeth pulled. My parents bought me a milk shake afterwards and the shake got all over my face because my mouth was so numb. I slept from three to six and now my mouth is 70 % normal. Good news, my sister is giving me BOTH of the bento boxes, I can't wait till school starts so I can show them off to everyone. Last night I saw Sweeney Todd and OMG ! That movie turned out to be really really violent. I felt so mature being able to get into the movie all by myself. It is good to be seventeen.

I forgot to tell you guys. Matt came over on New years eve to clear up a rumor that I heard. Conrad Laga told me that Matt was trying to get with girls at CU but that he has "ruined his chances with the girl from facebook." I got really upset so I e-mailed Matt and told him that he should at least tell me seeing as I told him about Paul. Turns out all it was a crush on a girl named Allie in his writing class. He said he knew he was never going to date her but to shut Conard up because he always makes fun of Matt for not having a girlfriend Matt lied and said he ruined it. I guess Allie didn't like Matt and has a boyfriend. Well Matt e-mailed me back and told me he liked me still but he couldn't handle having a long distance relationship and he needed to experience other things seeing as I was his first girlfriend. He was like " my thing was innocent, I didn't kiss her like you kissed Paul." I think he was shocked that I hooked up with someone, which made me smile because now he knows for sure that I am not waiting around for him. Well he came over and he tried putting his arms around me but he chickened out. But while I was showing him how to knit he finally put his arms around me and starting kissing me. We made out for awhile and then Matt was like " maybe this isn't a good idea." I told him to shut up and kiss me and not to worry, I told him we both needed to get some of our sexually frustration out. It is funny thought because after we made out I felt like I am over him now. He cut his hair and he looks really strange but I still think he is gorgeous. I'm glad he still likes me, and who knows maybe we will end being together but for now we are just people that like each other. I need me time. This year I need to focus on grades and weight. My goal is to get down to 115 pounds. Right now I weight around 127 pounds.

On Saturday I am going bowling with Garrick, Amy, and Misske. I was brave and even set it up, I hope all goes well.

Pray that tomorrow I don't feel pain .....
fyi laughing gas is the shits ......

not so happy new years

Last night I had fun at Tessa's house even though I had to leave early because my parents didn't really want me to spend the night, mostly because my mom was really sick last night. I got home around 11:22 and just went straight to bed and this morning I woke up in a funk. Turns out I can't go to the movies with Amy, Garrick, and Misske because I am getting my wisdom teeth pulled out on Thursday and I thought that I was getting my teeth pulled out today [hits self] honestly I am so stupid sometimes.

My sister went home today without her scarf, I tried as hard as I could to finish it in three days but you can only knit for so long before you get tired. I feel like such a lazy bum right now, I am watching television and drinking tea ........

Anita might have some people go bowling with her this weekend and I am really excited because I really want to hang out with people. I am so depressed that I am getting my wisdom teeth pulled on the day that I am suppose to hang out with Garrick and Amy. I texted Garrick and wished him a happy new years but he didn't reply. Oh well.

My bento boxes haven't come yet = (
oh and Tessa my last entry was a line from a rap song ..... I like it