I HATE AP GOVERNMENT ! I HATE ESSAYS ! I HATE QUIZZES ! AND I HATE JOBS !
haha now that I've gotten that out of the way ....

life

So I offically made it through my first week of school, but only barely. Lately I have been in a weird mood. It seems like nothing I normally like interests me anymore. My friends are really the only thing that I still like. My parents are really annoying me and I don't even want to go into how Will has been acting lately. For awhile I couldn't imagine ever saying I wanted to break with him, but now I'm starting to think that breaking up with him may just be the only thing I can do. He doesn't make me happy anymore. In all reality I think I was actually happier when I liked Paul ( I know that sounds horrible ). I am suppose to help out with Will's Eagle Scout Award Ceremony on Monday so I guess I will stay with him until then but after that I think I am going to break up with him because we're going in seperate directions I don't think I like him anymore, God I am tearing up just writing this stuff .... I am such a horrible person. But I think Will feels it too, yesterday he didn't call me to hang out with him and today when I asked if he wanted to hang out this weekend he said "let's hang out Sunday." I'm sorry but who hangs out on Sunday ? I am on my period so maybe this has something to do with my mood, idk.

school blues

So I have had my phone for a couple days and oh my gosh, it is so cool ! Of course Virginia had to ruin it for me, but oh well. She got the ev2 in maroon. She saw my texting yesterday and she pulled out her and informed me that her was "nicer". I was pretty pissed but then I remembered I got mine for fifty bucks and it made it all better. Honestly why does everyone have to be so bitchy ?

Thursday I am hanging out with Amy = )
Today Will and I are going to Borders = )
Friday Anita and I are going shopping = )

Marie is home, she sent me a really nice postcard while she was away. How much should I tell her dad to pay me ..... hmmmm maybe a dillion dollars, lol. (inside joke)

envy dos

So I ended up not getting a phone tomorrow, but I probably will tomorrow = ) I am getting the env2 in black, it will look ballin'.

Tomorrow my mom and I are planning on having lunch together and then she is going to take me to get my phone. It is eighty bucks ... but hey that is actually a cheap price for those phones.

Okay I am going to wear a sweater for my pictures, a dress, and then maybe a shirt, jeans and scarfs ? I can't decide .. lol.

Will wants to go to the museum with me tomorrow and then maybe out to sushi. mmmm.
seriously I feel like I keep on gaining more and more weight.

F

So I am getting my senior pictures taken on the 11th .. THAT IS NEXT WEEK ! I think I am just going to get a picture of me in a sweater or something, pretty much just like my sisters photo. I know you get outside shots and indoor shots but I really can't think of any where I would want to go outdoor wise. Is it just me or are senior pictures overrated ? I mean you spend 150 + just for a couple pictures of yourself ..... yeah I am really not looking forward to this, lol.

I am in trouble for coming home an hour late last night. I now have an offical curfew of 11:00. Which actually isn't bad at all. oh well.

I might be gettting a new phone today = ) It will just be an upgrade but hey it will still be nicer then the one I have right now.