Today was dance hell for me. Seriously I suck at dancing .... but I do like this whole "excercising" thing. I feel so healthy : ) I have math homework and U.S History B homework .... No Bueno

with new hair comes new responsibility

I have to get up everyday to shower my hair ........ bleh

my alarm will be going off at 5:30 but I couldn't sleep so I just woke up and now and checked my e-mail, wow really nerdy I know. I e-mailed Matt and told him about my new look, he said he couldn't picture it and he wondered how I liked it. I was like " It looks really hot according to Tessa ...... it would probably make you get a massive erection if you saw me." Okay that last part was a total lie, but oh well. I really wish he could come see my play, I really think he would be proud.

So guess who texted me last ... Paulthatasshole ! He accidentally "hey did you text me from a different number ?" Three minutes later "Oops different Megan, but how are you ?" I said I was fine and went to sleep and when I woke just now I saw that I had two new texts from him saying that he thinks I am really pretty and he "misses" hanging out with me ..... horny little Paul, haha. He is only talking to me because he likes girls with short hair (I was not aware of this before I cut it) haha.

five more minutes before my alarm goes off ..... I have dos tests today FEEEECK.

hey did you text me from a different number ?

my new hair = awesome

Pretty sure I have so much more confidence (thanks to Tessa and Jared), haha. Pretty sure Virginia was the only one that didn't seem too into the new look, but oh well. While at play practice I got a lot more attention from my husband, he even did that stupid trick where he yawned and "accidentally" but his arm around me. I laughed my ass off. I gave Jack a ride home today and pretty sure him and I had so much fun singing along with "Don't stop believing." I like that kid a lot : )

So Conner is annoying everyone I guess and I really wish he would stop talking about
1.) his hawk
2.) skiiing
He is like a wet blanket and I hope he gets the hint SOON that I am no longer into him. Right now the only boy that I think is attractive is James [story of the day] Today in 20th century world history we had to pick teams for this review thing and I was like " great no one is going to pick me, except micheal." Well ...... James picked me, I thought for sure he would pick Bret but nope, HE PICKED ME ! So now my new project is to seem really unappealing to Conner. Any suggestion on how to get a wet blanket to stop liking you ?

The day after yesterday

First full day with my new hair. This morning I woke up and I had the worst case of helmet hair EVER ! It was hilarious actually :) My hair was dry in like four minutes, I almost cried I was so excited. I can't wait until everyone at school sees me.

Last night was [blank]. I showed up to Conner's house and had to "come inside." I met this parents and his hawk, both were really nice. We got to dinner early and were getting along but by the end of dinner I was really bored. Bored to the point where I asked the waitress if I could have a coloring menu. I just had a salad and a big ol' piece of keylime pie. I ended up watching this cute bus boy at the other tables the whole time. This boy had the cutes red streaked hair,mmmm. Conner saw me looking at bus boy and was like "should I do that to my hair ?" NO ! I cracked jokes about Conner all through dinner and then him and I went and saw a movie, we ended hanging out until twelve. I almost fell asleep driving, which was really scary. Hope everyone had fun !

p.s I love Anita for making me three new mix cd's

new hair !

At nine this morning Megan,my hairdresser cut eleven inches of my hair off. You should have seen the stares as she gathered my hair into a ponytail and went snip,snip. I LOVE MY HAIR It looks full,shiny, and makes me look older. I can either put products in it and make it stick out on the sides or flatten it out. My mom hates it either way. Right when I stepped into the house my mom was like "Dad Megan is home, she looks like a boy." And ladies and gentlemen it didn't stop there she called my brother Brandon and told him I look like Oliver Twist. When I got on the phone to talk to him I was like "Ello Govne." I guess I need humor about this situation :)

Last night I went over to Anita's and she burned me three mix cd's, I was so happy. Her and I watched a couple movies and read me new Spin magazine. Her and I also tried to make hemp bracelets and we have both come to the conclusion that we suck at making things (except scarfs). Her aunt tried making a bracelet and she was really good at it but she stopped when they all started playing poker. I ended up staying there until eleven, it was a good day. Ellen and I also drove to Utah randomly because neither of us wanted to go play practive early, I effing love Ellen.

Tonight Connor and I are going to hang out together : ) I am excited.

My mom bought me white cheddar cheez-its, you know they are the baked snack crackers
mmmmmm .......

New post

My hair is going to look like this ...


Only 1 more day with long hair

Tomorrow I am going to a writers conference at the college and I am really excited, last year I didn't go because I was lame. Tomorrow might be the best Friday I have had in awhile. Anita and I are going to go to the basketball game and then watch a movie at her house :) It has nice having a buddy that lets you chill at their house 24/7. I am not going to do my homework because I won't be at school tomorrow, well maybe I will do a little bit because I really don't want to have to do it all this weekend.

This weekend is White Nights and to be honest I am not sad at all that I am not going ....

king me !

I made Dew fall off his seat today ! We were at the Fruita Library and I put his queen in a bad situation and I was THIS close to getting it away from him but no ... he fall off of his chair and was like " YOU ARE NOT TAKING MY QUEEN !" Pretty sure the librarian was giggling : ) Dew said he was proud of me because I had improved so much, go me.

Tomorrow is Valentines Day. Yeah I will let you know if I get anything .....

freezing

Virginia came over today and we made out city for espanol. Pretty sure at first we decided to just to enough to get a "B" but after two hours of making it we decided we should at least make lable 30 things so we could get a low "A".

Last night Anita and I watched " 10 things I hate about you." Her and I planned on gossiping until eleven but my parents called me at nine and told me to get my butt home, I was pretty sad. I guess her cousin (the scene one) considers me Anita's "hot friend", yeah if only everyone thought that,lol. The whole time I was over at her house I really wished Connor was there so we could cuddle :: awww :: I wanted to watched "Smiley Face" but Anita thought her mom would've freaked out on us, it is pretty risque BUT it is amazing :) I wanted her to come over next weekend but my sister and brother are coming over. I hate it because when they come I can't do anything without them.

I WANT TO TELL CONNOR I LIKE HIM. I want to tell him that I like the fact that he wears glasses, he has a 3.8 gpa, he has a falcon named "bell", he likes the dead kennedys, he has the coolest cross that he wear 24/7, he is just a genuine nice guy ...... I don't think I should tell even thought I want to, because I think that he just wants to be friends, which isn't bad, at least I would have that. A little piece of me wants to make him some cookies for Valentines day but I really don't feel up to it. BOYS ARE SO CONFUSING.

SUNDAYS

Matt emailed me, I emailed him, he emailed me, I emailed him ..... AND NO REPLY ! Yesterday was his birthday and I have a feeling that he did bad stuff and he is probably crashed somewhere (not his bed I bet). Last night I was thinking about him being drunk and hooking up with a girl, it made me so sad I actually starting shedding tears. I heard some crazy things about Ben from Zach and I just feel really weird inside, I love the Hendricks family because they were all good people, I really don't want Matt and Ben to start doing bad stuff because I still care about their well being (so cheesy). Maybe Matt thought that there was nothing to reply to in the email, it is just weird that he sent me one to let me know he had a new email, I thought that maybe that meant he wanted to start talking to me more but I guess not :(

p.s. the spell checker on my blog doesn't work so if there are errors I am sorry.

Call lost

Anita and I are trying to figure out what we are going to do tonight when we hang out. We both agree that we wish that activities are free. Okay I think we are going to go get coffee and make Amy some brownies. I hate it when you want to hang out with someone but you aren't really sure what you want to do or anything. I hate being a poor teenager, it sucks sometimes. So I checked how many people have read my blog and I am slightly disappointed with the number, lol. My blog entries must be decreasing in the entertainment factor, that needs to be changed.

Connor is going cross country skiing today. Yesterday we hung out at lunch together alone and I am getting the "just friends" vibe from him. There is this boy in my spanish class name Zack that I think I might have a crush on but guess what, he likes Virginia WHY GOD WHY ? This is what I get for having hot friends I guess, :)
I feel like taking a nap, last night I stayed up until eleven and I feel extremely tired. See Kate I am capable of staying up pasted nine, are you proud ?

So I now have two GAP hoodies, one blue and one grey (gray ?). I bought some new hairbands too since I am cutting my hair. My mom wants me to donate my hair to locks for love but I have to grow it out a able more inches before I can do that. I think that would be really cool I am just scared to have really really short hair, I think it would make me look childish or something, or it would make me look fatter. Is that possible ? Can hair make you look fatter ?

Happy birthday

Isn't he cute ....
Eisley is an amazing band, i think i am going to cut my hair like one of them, possibly even get a moustache.

[watch it]

BOO !

I have so much homework to do, and stupid me I didn't realize this until after I got home from Ash Wednesday, fuck. I did all of my math homework ( I have a "C" in that class right now ! ), and now I am working on this damn essay for 20th Century World History. I STILL NEED TO DO MY AP LANG ! I know this sounds bad but I think I am going to wait another day to get my AP LANG homework finished, sorry Palmer.

ABC

Tomorrow I have two tests, one in physical science and one in U.S History, BOO !
Today we danced in play practice and wow did I suck :(
I missed Anita and Amy today, neither of them were in APlang.

quote of the day
connor : i eat in the commons because i get to be with you


awww : ) i like you boy, (don't fuck it up please)

watch it, i did and look how i turned out.

no es bueno

I missed school again I woke up at 1:00 a.m. and my mouth was really swollen on my left side, in the exact stop where I got my wisdom teeth pulled. I ended up not being able to sleep so mom and dad let me stay home. I went and saw Dr.Perino (the doctor that did my wisdom teeth pulled), and he was able to releave some of the pressure. Now the only issue is that I have swelling still and I am on a lot of pain meds.

I really wish I could be at Anita's tonight with Marie and Virginia I LOVE YOU GUYS ! you will get your cd I promise virginia, lol.

Tomorrow I am hoping to be 100% better.

Get ready world Megan is going to be back soon.