SHIT GODDAMN

Sushi was fun. Minus the check, but we won't get into the check. I gave Anna Mudd a ride home, another one that lives in FRUITA ! I really need to stop giving them rides home [ unless they pay for gass]. Oh and i love how i vent to Tessa about Matt and when i get home i have an e-mail from him asking me how school is going .... I can't talk to him right now though, after the dream i had last nigt, where he replaced me and didn't tell me until she showed up ........... it is just really weird composing an e-mail to him. I HATE MEN ! Seriously though, I am really jealous of Virginia and Kate, they have boys that are interested in them. The only thing i've gotten in months is " Megan are you showing me your tits ?" and Billy biting me. I've gotten to the point where now i don't give a shit what Billy does, he grabbed my ass and i was like " hmmm that made you week didn't it [walks away]" Honestly though ..... Megan wants a someone that doesn't use the words "tits" and doesn't tell me they "need some really badly." Where did all the good men go ?



I think i ate too much.

"D"

Yesterday I just picked up a lot of trash, at the end of it all, my hands felt like garbage, lol. Yesterday i also decided that I might ask Jeff to Wild West, MIGHT ! We ( Marie, Virginia, and I ) decided he'd be an awesome date but I am still not sure what his reaction would be. During math class we talk a lot ( some may even say flirt ) but somehow i think he'd feel too awkward, oh well ....

I have an urge to watch scary movies ...... "30 Days of Night" is coming out tonight so I might try and find someone to see it with. I know Megan Weeden wanted to see it but she is going with Calvin. They are really cute together, I guess they are going to get married and I am invited to the wedding, haha. shweet.

Later I think I should go get dressed even though it is my day off and I should just sleep.
[funny story]
yesterday during math class Jeff told me that girls with size "d" breasts were fat. me, being me, was like " um jeff i size 34 d and i'm not fat .... " Let's just say Jeff's eyes got HUGE and i don't think he thought about anything after that little comment. sometimes i need to just keep my mouth shut.

raspberry jam !

My last post has many spelling errors and punctuation errors. When i got on my blog it's as if all of my knowledge about the English language disappears. My blog is a huge pile of my random thoughts and ideas. sorry if it's hard to read/understand. When i am typing the entries (or even reading them out loud) they make sense to me.

Today i watched the following movies.

Venom
When a Stranger Calls

DON"T JUDGE ME !

apple jam !

tomorrow i have a concert ....
i also have a grammer quiz, a spanish mid term, and a math test
YAY ! [shoot me now]
tomorrow i am also NOT driving
i forgot to put gas in my car, and me, being lazy has decided to grace the bus with my presence. lol.
stephani bought me this amazing book " the zombie survival guide" and i have been reading it non stop
i stayed after school today and finished my art final, i am so glad i got that over with !
Mr.Vanpelt is the cutest teacher ever, today he wore a shirt with a dragon on it.
my top favorite teachers are ......
1. VP
2. Davis
3. Hicks (based on appearance = P )
rumor is Jo broke up with Kristen, i want to cut that bastards balls off ......
i really hate how i jinx people just a couple days ago i was like " kristen and jo are going to make it all through high school ........ " oops ......
honestly boys are so stupid, last week i heard this two boys talking and one called the other a "little vagina"

COME ON NOW PEOPLE !
you never hear girls saying 'God Tessa you are such a little penis ! '

which leads me into my next topic, i had a blast with tessa this weekend = ) even if we almost got murdered and i almost hit a car at VI hehe
last night at GS pretty sure Kayla and I got into this strange conversation about sex, love, and marriages. it was so nice talking to her one-on-one, like it old days. we might make cookies tomorrow. even if we aren't tight tight i'm still glad we can have a blast together. that is one of the reasons i decided not to quit GS i would really miss the bonds i have made in my six years. [ so sappy]

hey hey

this is me at stephani's before the dance rockin' my amazing glasses and my new necklace. the dress is from last year's white nights because i am THAT cheap. lol.

i had so much fun last night !

nice talking to you man

matt : i like upper classman more, they are in there 20's, have jobs, and are getting some.

me : "getting some" ?

matt : jobs they are getting jobs

me: oops that's not a sex refrences ...

matt : you should know me better then that, lol. people here all think i am a hardcore christian or mormon.

me : loser

[later on]

matt : i only have .50 cents

me: sell your body, you'll make some good money

matt :haha

me : or donate blood ( i go with the selling of the body though) i hate needles

matt : um, lol. yeah needles hurt

matt and i are going to become prostitutes

i haven't figured how much everything is worth ....

last night i realized i am sorta slutty .....

homecoming

pretty sure i danced more then i have ever danced before last night. i love dances, you can be a total slut and get away with it is amazing, haha. tessa and i got ready at stephani's house and wow ! she has an amazing house, i made her pull my car out for me because i was like " yeah if i hit one of these cars (one of them a mercedes) i am going to be shanked .... "' i felt really lame but oh well ....... i drove so much yesterday that by the end of it i decided that i am probably going to ride the bus for awhile once the play is over. i love having my license, but i miss having my parents give me rides just because that was our bonding time.
[but back to the dance]
even thought tessa, stephani, and i were the only one that didn't have dates i still had an amazing time. i mean i got to dance with all of them to radical rap music and it was so hilarious KOLE KISSED JARED ! apparently some bandana boys were staring at stephani and i, pretty sure i'm thinking they were staring at me because i dance like a spaz. no joke. lehi and i tried mimicking each other but it totally didn't work out right, i was glad he got to come. Andew (kate's date) seemed cool he tried teaching me this shoulder thingy. i was only slightly jealous that all my friends had dates, i mean it ALWAYS makes you feel bad when you have to stop dancing with everyone because they are buddying up with their dates. next dance stephani and i promised each other that we'd both have dates or we'd have to cut two inches of our hair off [ don't ask me why she thought of that]
i drove kayla and jared around last night and we had to go through the McDonalds drive-though twice because i didn't grap everything. HEY IT WAS TWELVE AT NGHT GET OFF MY BACK !


hmmm ..... i need to go and drive to church
need to repent for all that dirty dancing
and the fact that i thought to myself last night " ben is really hot ! "
hey he was wearing a white bandada, i LOVE boys that wear those ........... anyway
tomorrow is monday
kill me !

birthday

seventeen, wow. today i talked to all my siblings, and went out to eat with mi padres and my abuela. we went to fiesta and it was asi asi. i was really tired because i didn't get home till six from the parade. pretty sure that next year key club is kicking the art clubs ass next year. while at the parade i realized that mr. davis has the prettiest eyes ever ........ yeah i admit it, i have a crush on mr. davis ........ um .... ehh ...... shit. i got some awesome cards from people today, and marie took me out to lunch [ i love my friends] and tubberware boy sent me an e-mail of his face smiling wishing me a happy birthday, i guess his bike got stolen. he wanted to thank me for being an awesome person to talk to, and he said he was coming down in nov. and he could understand if i didn't want to see him. i don't really know how to reply ..... but anyways i have really bad grades right now. i have 2 A's, 1 c, and the rest are b's ..... ARGH ! but i will so have an A in printmaking and a b in U.S once Mr.Mckee uploads grades. but anyways ...... yeah i am seventeen today. it was a good day.

tomorrow i get my license ! actually i just take my test but oh well .. the next day i will get my license
= )



[good birthday over all]

i am joining cross country next year so people can see what real boobs look like ... running
too bad steve won't be on the team, he is HOT !

God i can't believe i admitted to liking Mr.Davis, i met his wife, and he had a daughter named megan. yeah this is really creepy i'm sorry.

+ 10 points to matt for replying to my first e-mail, sending me an instant message, A ND sending me a picture and a happy birthday e-mail. [ maybe i'll forgive you for being rude]

saw billy today during the parade, my heart skipped
i want to see him in body paint
sorry i am so boy crazy
snoopy might go to the dance w/ lehi