gimme a B

I spelled Bellwether wrong on this blog a couple of days ago it isn't "bellweather"
it is Bellwether. It is a book written by Connie Willis and is really good =)

Bellwether

Mr.Palmer I am not a dumbass
I spelled BELLWETHER right !
thank you Chelsea and Natalie for sticking up for me
I am sick of people assuming I am a dumb shit
[over it]
Wait ! not yet, I am sick of doing the lights too
So I might not even finish it out for this play, I'll set them but after that someone else can push the button up and down, a fucking monkey can do it.
Today I presented my favorite song in class it went pretty well
I also found out that I got an A on my essay for Palmer [yay]
but sadly I probably failed my espanol examen today [fuuuuck]


The college radio played The Hives today AND some really good ska AND this awesome song that sounded a lot like DEVO.

dos tests oh my !

Tomorrow I have to take a U.S History test AND an espanol examen [fuck]
I grabbed an application for Juice Stop on my way home today
I finished my AP 2 homework
I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me
I am great I promise and I'll be even better when tomorrow is over with = P




I should go do the rest of my homework
l8er

esqueeze me baking powder

conclusion

I have decided to do my project on soul meets bodyem by death cab for cutie because my mom reminded me of how I use to listen to that song EVERYTIME we went somewhere. It holds a lot of memories for me, that was the song that made me want to play guitar well, it helped me realize the power of words, and it was the first song I ever cried to. I guess I didn't want to pick that one at first because it reminds me of better times before I had to worry about things (two yrs. ago) Today Jessica told me she misses last year, I told her I did too. It's great remembering the past but all it leads to is depression, that is why I am focusing on the present, and right now that means me finishing my math homework and reading the rest of Bellweather OH plus I need to read page 98 in "The Oxford Book of Essays."
woo ...



I ordered a new Threadless shirt this weekend, I really hope it comes soon because it is REALLY REALLY cute [ it has three birds on a powerline with a bat ] I will put a picture of it on here sometime = )

Flo looked really hot today
so did Mr. Hicks

[ okay so maybe I want to rape my physical science teacher don't judge me]

you would to if you saw him [rawr]

title and registration or such great heights

I am having trouble coming up with my favorite song, the assignment is due on Wedesday and Jesus ! I had no idea that I was so picky about music. On my way today I listened to some Sounds but I can't choose any of their songs because a) most of them have sexual references and b)they don't move me emotion wise. I love so many songs but very few of them hit me in that small place in my rib cage. "Sound of silence" by Simon and Garfunkel does but I'm not sure I want to talk to the kids in my Humanities class about how that song makes me feel (it's complicated). No offense but those kids wouldn't understand and would most likely look at me like I am a pansy. OH WELL.

Play practice was really boring today because we still haven't programmed the lights. After Liz has numbered the lights I can add the ques which will give the play more "life". Ellen is doing the lights with me and I am so glad because today she bought chocolate (Jared ate a lot of it though) I was a little miffed but decided that the more he eats the less I eat which will help me not get fat(er).

list of possible favorite songs

1. living room - tegan and sara
2. soul meets body - DCFC
3. title and registration - DCFC
4. such great heights - postal service
5. hit me - the sounds
6. sound of silence - s&g


give me your imput, out of those songs what would you guys choose ?

Sunday Morning

Went to Sunday school today and then came home, wow my life is so exciting. Last night Kristen and I saw "Dan in real life", it was a great movie ! I'm not even joking. We really wanted to see "August Rush" but a certain boy that will remain nameless called me and told me that the movie sucked (unless I was on a date) yeah I like Kristen Hall but I don't "like" her ... that is why we ended up seeing another movie. I got home at 10:40 (ish) and around twelve my phone started ringing .... I answered it without seeing who was on the line and this is what I heard.

me: uh hello ?
mom : MEGAN WHERE ARE YOU ?
me : huh .... mom ?
mom : do you know what time it is ? It is twelve !
me : mom I'm in my room ... sleeping
mom : oh, I didn't see you when I opened the door,bye.

Sometimes I really wonder about my parents [rolls eyes] After that little conversation my mom came into my room and gave me this huge hug and told me how much I worried her. I guess she thought I was going to sleep in the guest bedroom because my pillow and blanket were in there so when she looked and didn't see me she freaked .... she looked in my real room but she didn't see my body under the cover (how she didn't see my fat body I have no clue) and that was when she decided to call my cell and yell at me

silly mommy go back to sleep.

Last night Kristen and I went to Barnes and Noble after the movie, her and I played chess and SHE BEAT ME !! But it is okay because I was drinking this amazing italian cream soda (raspberry flavored).

I am lazy, tomorrow I am going to start writing my essays for Humanities and Choir, I am also going to go workout, running might help me feel better. This weekend when kevin and I went on that intense hike it felt so good to sweat and catch my breath, I need to feel that more. 2008 I am going to dedicate all my time to bettering myself, I swear I don't take care of myself.

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i feel like i am on crazy pills

I shouldn't admit this but I really like this show

I haven't driven in two days and I am going crazy ! Driving time is MY time.
I could go for a little ride but this Thanksgiving I have been extremely lazy (minus that huge hike Kevin and I went on). We've decided he's not meant to be with his on-off girlfriend Julie because the last couple of time he's hung out with her he's gotten food poisoning. Isn't that weird ? Kevin was trying to get me to talk to him about life but I really wasn't in the mood to be deep, plus he's my brother.
God I love ANTM ! When I grow up I am going to be a model, first I need to gain a couple inches, shit.
Last week was hell, I hate going school before a break, I can't focus.
[mental note] I need to stop talking to Jeff during math because I failed my last math test.


I thought this entry was going to be much more exciting but I guess not.

Enstroms

while all of you guys are at school right now i am sitting at Enstrom's drinking a raspberry italian cream soda and watching one cute guy make chocolate .... life is good = ) haha Kate Connor is probably really jealou seeing as she <3's italian cream sodas now. i am such a loser, i came to Enstrom's to check my mail because i wasn't ready to go home ...... [don't judge me] if you every want to ditch and come to Enstrom's I would highly recommend it (come to the one in GJ the one in Fruita only has one computer, and NO CUTE BOYS MAKING CHOCOLATE ! haha, well love

wow, so not my day

Today i found out that Matt is coming on Saturday, and the next day is leaving for Durango ...... and then back to CU

fuck high school and the clicks

Today I realized something. I'm too preppy to get respect from the Indie kids and I'm too indie to get any respect from the preppy kids. No click wants me. Today I realized that I am tired of hearing about sex and drugs. I am waiting for the right guy to make to, and I promised my parents I would never try drugs. All of my cousins on my mothers side experimented with pot when they were in high school and now, twenty years later, one is in prison, one is STILL hooked on pot and is now an alcoholic, and the other one ..... is a truck driver that get high in between trips. I AM FUCKING SICK OF SEXS AND DRUGS ! When you see me in the halls don't talk to me about those things, I don't fucking care ! Today I realized that most of my friends aren't friends but ....... [my use to be friends]. Now they have formed clicks between themselves and I am out of the loop. Now Kate D. hangs out with Virginia, Danny, Kole, and Kristen H. It sucks that they don't want to hang out with me, but oh well, I'm sick of dwelling ..... Oh and I am really tired of hearing the same excuse " I am busy this weekend .... " Yeah it would be easier to believe if I DIDN'T hear that excuse all the time. [disclaimer] I appreciate that I still have [ use to be friends] don't get me wrong. I just want to know when I got out of the loop. Last school year I didn't hang out with people a lot either but at least last year I had Matt. I had no idea that hanging out with him would ruin all of my friendships, now I'm mattless and friendless. Oh and just to let you know I DON'T LIKE JEFF ! Today we high fived and pretty sure neither of us let go because we thought the other would, it looked awkward and I looked like I was trying to hold hands with him. RAWR ! Today I realized high school sucks when no one notices you. Today I realized I have some how become the girl that you talk to during school but never hang out with in the real world ....... I can't wait till I get out of Fucking GrandFUCKtion.

math homework

i haven't done math homework in three days I keep on forgetting my fucking math book ... This weekend was good, minus the fact that I felt like a total troll next to Kate Connor all weekend ( I felt my skin turning green ) Honestly my friends are so beautiful and have awesome style. Pretty sure this is the week that I think I am ugly ( I have one of those every few weeks )
[please disregard this blog entry]
I am not fascinating right now, and I am not very postive.

1. Humanities is a complete joke
2. I haven't done my homework in three days (my fault)
3. I haven't boughten my book for AP yet (my fault)
4. [ I feel invisible ] (my fault)

Damas

Today I had to take an espanol examen, it was horrible, and RIGHT after that Mr.Davis told me my grade, I HAVE A B ! Yeah I know, I was shocked too ..... So I rarely got online anymore, it's not because I don't love you guys, it's becuase I am freaking busy with school and ......... [insert something witty]. Ginny and Kole are getting really close and it is really freaking me out, I know that eventually I won't be friends with her ( we are going to seperate colleges and I don't have myspace) but I REALLY don't want to lose our friendship because of Kole. I wish I was friends with him but it's just never really happened, this sounds weird but I really want to get to know Wes ..... last year we'd talk after school and I have developed some what of a girlish crush on him. Which is a good transition to my next topic JEFF. Today I found out that Jeff has a man crush on Adam Brody AND he use to lvoe watching the movie Grind. When I found that out I literally almost kissed him, like my lips were puckering. Someday I will hang out with that boy outside of school, you have my word. I have lots of homework to do tonight for AP and Humanities. Mom and I are going to watch a movie, and we are going to go to the Pita Pit for dinner Mmmmmm.

Ms. Berens let me leave 45 minutes early
suchs for all you guys that actually have to stay until the bell rings = P

typical

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but you already knew that = P

wake up

why the hell am i up at 5:46 you ask, i have no clue. there i was sleeping [ i tend to do that at night] and suddenly i got this huge urge to pee and to get on the internet. haha. mom made some sticky puns so i am going to go heat one of those up and watch some t.v until i pass out. today i have to do homework [ i am actually doing homework at home now] and i need to watch P & P. Last night i watched "about a boy" and i fell in love with Hugh Grant all over again. That movie makes me want to be British and to have a short boy cut. i asked my mom if i could cut my hair and she said it would be all right. her and i both agree that my hair makes me look young, and i don't want to be young looking. school is going pretty well right now, i STILL need to turn a rhetorical worksheet in to Mr. Palmer. i probably have a "C" in that class. oh well ....... Last night i finished reading "hairstyles of the damned", because of that book i am going out today and buying some punk music to listen to ....... that another thing, when i cut my hair like a boy hair cut i am probably going to die it some crazy color too [ i am totally bullshitting myself]. it sounded cool though. i need some spice in my life. on the 12th i have an appointment with my counsler to talk about college and on monday and tuesday of this week i will be HOME ALONE ! my parents have to go to Denver with my sister for a doctor's appt. so i am volunteered to stay home and cat/dog sit. my parents are freaking out about it, i think it sounds sorta fun. BUT if i get scared i am totally coming over to one of my friends pad's and staying.