Screw you bug

I AM SICK
Pretty sure Will REALLY likes me and I don't know what to do. Last night he texted me and said that he liked me just as I am and that he thought I was hot/beautiful. FACK ! Seriously this isn't good. To add to this stress Billy likes me and pretty sure when Garrick and I were texting he said something really weird. He said even though I might not be tan goddess I was sure already at goddess level. YIKES ! Why can't normal and attractive guys like me ? I get the rich ones but they are all less than appealing, maybe my standards are too high. Maybe I should date one of them ..... God that is such a scary thought. Ellen and Anita both think I am going to marry Will, ehhhh. My parents all <3 him but him and I aren't on the same level emotionally and to be honest I want to be with a guy that I am attracted to. I am not attracted to Billy or Will, Garrick a little but still .... Please God say that next school year there is a hot/intelligent foreign exchange student that I can be with : ) I'd be a happy girl.

Finished reading Bridget Jones's Diary. When mom gets home from her meetings today she is taking me to Barnes and Noble the buy the second one [smiles]. One of the perks of being sick is that your parents drive you around everywhere and buy you things. Just wish my sore throat would go away.