i should have never gotten onto facebook. i clicked on "find a friend" and it said to enter your yahoo, google, or msn information, now i thought that entering that stuff would allow me to search for any one but oh now, since i entered my yahoo account only one person appeared ... matt. at first i thought that i shouldn't click on matt's friends but my curiosity totally took over, needless to say i clicked it. i saw a lot of girls, a lot of pretty from BOULDER ! and yeah it's now making me think that i should e-mail him and just express my feelings to him. this is what i was going to say .
"hey i was at fruita fall festival last night and i saw your parents, they need some help figuring out how to view those pictures you sent them so you might help them out. your mom asked what i had been up to and i told her i was in key club and had just finished making a the float for the parade. you mom and dad now think that ben should join,( i warned them that he would be one of two boys.) i'm really sorry i asked why you were talking to me a couple night ago, after you left i realized how insanely rude that probably sounded. it's not that i don't want to talk to you, that's not the case at all. it's just really weird when you get on and tell me that you don't want to come down because you know you'll never see any of the people there ever again and when you don't even comment when i say "we'd all like see you." i know things will be different between us when you come visit, i guess i just need to know how different. the last time i saw you we kissed and i asked you if that was the last kiss i'd be getting for awhile, and you said "yeah". that reply made me think that when you'd get home you'd still like me, but now i'm not so sure. it's not fair for me to think that you'll still like me when you come home, and when you get here there be nothing between us. i have a picture of you on my binder in this collage i made and people always ask me if you and i are still dating, before i take out i need to know what our status is. today i got a facebook account and i was considering adding you but before i did that i looked at your friends, and i saw some girls from CU. it made me realize how stupid it seems for me to think that you, a college freshman, would still like a junior in high school you haven't seen since August. was that kiss we shared the day before you left the last one we'll ever have, or do you think we can still have feeling for each other when you come home ? "
that's what i was going to say to him, let me know what you think, i need some opinions.
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I like it. It is straightforward which is good and it shows that you really want to know. I think it works, but the before i take the picture out part might be a little strong 'cause it sounds like you were already planning on taking it out and in a sense move on. Isn't the pic still in your binder? (it might be good to say it is instead of using past tense so that he knows you're saving his place for him if he wants to come back ('cause you do still want to date him right?))
I think it is good and i think you should send it 'cause if you don't send something about this whole thing it will just bug you. You have the right to know what's going on.
I love you and good luck... :)
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