fruita fall feast

i stayed there from 5:30-10:00 ! At first it was anita, virginia, and i but then they had to leave so i started hanging out with kate d., kristin hall, and jared. it was pretty fun minus me walking by the Hot Tomato booth a million times and each time looking at billy, i really feel sorry for you billy. he is just really cute, and i guess he looks a lot like virginia's clayton, lol. something also happened that i am still recovering from. I SAW MATT'S PARENTS ! yeah anita was like " look it's matt's parents .. " now i think i said shit under my breath because ever since him and i went outside to " find his glasses" really late in their backyard i was convinced that they didn't like me. then i saw them last night, i yelled "KATHY " and then we all started walking across the street to say hi to each other, she gave me a hug and we just started talking. matt told me he'd e-mail me pics of his dorm, which he never did, but i guess he did to his parents. and he also said he didn't talk much to his parents, but what i got from the conversation they know a lot. bleh if matt started , or is , telling me little lies i am going to be even more pissed off with him. but anyways .... we talked, they asked me how life is, and then when kathy hugged me to tell me good-bye she told me to come by, to see her. i don't know but that made me really sad. i told kathy we should have a girl's movie night but it never happened and i think she is feeling lonely. matt was the baby of the family, i mean even his little brother hung out more with friends and did more on the weekends. so yeah, out of all the people i would've seen and wanted to see i see his parents. life can be cruel, very cruel ..... four more days till my birthday. this will sound rude but it he doesn't at least write me an e-mail saying happy birthday i will will be pissed ....... but at least they will really show me how much i mean to him. nothing.

on a lighter note, i should write a sex book. i gave kristen advice on what she should do to jo, i told her she need to kiss his stomach [ shirt on] and then slowly start bringing it up kissing his stomach as you do so, i guess he turned into jelly .... told you so kristin. it was just really funny because she was like " megan is worked ! " i love how random things happen like that.. oh i and i need to get pregnant. i found the cutest hippie clothes at the fruita fall feast. maybe i should exchange that hat for sex with ian, he could totally give me the cutest hippie baby ever !

i am reading the ginger man and wow it is very very interesting. dangerfield is a strange man, and his wife if effing clueless .... but then again most women are.

kate d. and i are now hat buddies, her is awesome, and i am very glad that andrew texted her from a mini bus on their way to a soccer game. they are so going to date, and when they've dated for awhile she can do the kissing the stomach trick on him, it's fun seeing boys turn into jello. once i was about to do that to matt, but i was starting out kissing his neck, i had jeopardy on [don't ask me why] and you know i'm kissing him and then all of a sudden i hear " PLAYSTATION THREE ... i just won seven hundred bucks .... " let's just say i was a little miffed, matt explained it to me that he was into the kissing, it was just that he never gets those questions right so he was a little excited that he knew it. [boys]


i need to make my perfect boy.
i need to rent weird science .... lol