second day

well i lived through the second day of school. i must admit it wasn't much of an improvement from yesterday. the only plus was i got to go home with marie and get smoothies. i only had math homework (which i actually understood ) and that was it. i really want to get into US History AP, i know it will be hard but i think i need a challenge since all of my other classes are a breeze. okay Mr.Palmer might make AP lang hard but i think i can handle it. i finished that short story due today except that i skipped tenses a lot and " made it hard to understand ". i know i promised not to talk about tubberware boy but oh geeze i am really missing him. it has offically been two days since i've seen it and i honestly didn't think it was going to be that hard to not talk to him. i mean we went days without talking sometimes but at least i knew that i could talk to him if i wanted to. let's just see how this goes .....GOAL OF THE WEEK : have at least one "okay" day. don't get me wrong, going home with marie was fun but i am still having a rough time right now. i really dont' want to go see my counsler though because going there never solves anything, it just makes me feel like a girl that can't handle anything without getting upset.