um this isn't right

So today was my last day of work, you would think i would be happy, but shockingly i'm not. maybe it is because i am very rarely ever really happy. in the past week i think the only times i have really been happy has to be when i was watching the full monty with tessa and kate, and when i was at check-in with some of my friends. by the way here is my schedule ...

Semester one : 1. algebra 2 (because i am lame)
2. AP English. Lang 11 A
3. U.S history
4. Spanish 2
5 - 6 printmaking ( i am going to make my own "threadless" shirts
7. la cantantes
8. student aide ( is was either that or PE)



Okay there i are other reasons why i am unhappy.

UNO Today i had my boss (who happens to be a really creepy doctor) yelled at me and almost gave me a heart attack, and the worst thing is he wouldn't even be able to save because he is a obgyn doctor so he can only help me if i randomly burst into labor, or have a sexually transmitted disease.

DOS Matt is leaving in four days and last night i managed (yet again) to act like a silly little girl. all he said was "thank you for dating for a year ..." and right at that moment i burst into tears. yeah i know, how lame am i. he started hugging me and telling me "we'd keep in touch" but i dont' believe him, i have this feeling that he is going to meet this amazing computer/rocker/comedian CHICK that is going to make him forget about me. i can't blame him though, considering that fact that i am very weird, and don't know anything about computers. right now i am typing this on my brand new HP laptop with windows vista, it is really nice i just don't know how to do all the cool stuff on it yet. he said he'd come by before he left but i assume he will take that back considering how postal i went last night. I AM STUPID !

TR ES Tomorrow i have to babysit, i met one of the two kids today and he looked stoned, his mother assured me it was because he was allergic to the flowers but he still looked really creepy. i have this fear that i am going to babysit for demonic kids ( it happened last summer i swear) so i really hope these ones don't start saying weird shit like " they don't want you here" because i really don't want to deal with that right now.

well this is it for now. other then my question of the day.

WHY DO HIPPIES NOT WEAR SHOES AT FARMERS MARKET ???